troublesome.

lots of fucking matters appear on the month of july.im always wondering that why cant i have a nice start on every month but those problems that will spoil my mood.

just knew that my bro cant get himself to UK and he might get banned from going there for a couple of years due to some reason. why it happened just when there was problems in his shops? is this wad they called "祸不单行"?fuck. im really scared that my bro would lose his jobs over there and do something uncontrollable although i know that he's not that easily-beaten person. from the incident, i know that friends cant be trusted completely cause they may bite u when u off ur firewall. friends from secondary school till now though. duh. i cant do this cause to me, friends' are everything. not to trust them? unless there is the same thing happens on me =x
by seeing the grieve look of my dad and mum, i know that they were really worried about my bro like i did. all these unlucky things came at the same time, is it just a coincidence or a fate? i rather it's a fate.

1 more. bijyos. wad r u all waiting for? i know that all of u wanna solve the problems early ago but just the face problem or? aiks. i dont really want to type it here since it's ur problem. just hope that u all could find the right way to solve it easily but not offensing each other. if the girls can get their matters solved with ease like wad boy did - just fight, and the loser is the wrong one, how nice would it be? it's impossible though.

just wanna fuck fuck fuck. im like just dreaming this few days. even the football match that i most looking foward to. 4-0 lost. i dunno wad am i doing that day. just running without an aim. really disappointed to myself. i have been looking foward to this match since i first came to chong hwa but now? no comment but tons of sorry to cheefung, keikei, yongxuan, zhenning, mingjie, tattat, boming, yishun and the class, that we cant get any title for the class. even my wei sheng competition, drop till 7th or 8th. duh.

keep on sleeping and sleeping. in the class i mean, but i cant get myself to fall asleep on my bed. why?

p/s : opse, seems like i have broke the promise that no sad things in the blog, but ps i cant stand it dy, just to choing sui that bastard.